because

dear world. i understand your reasons for being so chaotic. i mean really, its understandable. but couldja just once let me be still for a sec? enjoy the life that i was given that is passing by way too quickly? i'd appreciate that. i like my life. sometimes i have my days but doesn't everybody? there isn't even a month left of school, then its Christmas time.
i can not express how much i love Christmas and all that it entails. the music, the gorgeous white snow, the warm fires and mistletoe. the smell of Christmas baking, and love. I love the love that is felt at Christmas. whether it is from your spouse, brother, sister, mom, dad, friend, boyfriend, girlfriend, it always seems to be different when Christmas comes to town.
i watched the polar express the other day, and found myself crying on more than one occasion. why? well i honestly don't know, i just started to cry. maybe its because the music was beautiful, maybe its because i realized I'm growing up and i don't want to... maybe its because the one thing i want for Christmas is just slightly out of reach. i don't know.
 but either way, that one thing (go ahead and sue me for being corny) is a kiss under the mistletoe from Mr busy bee... hes so busy all the time. don't know if he even likes me back, but i sure do. there are so many songs that are running through my head that describe how I'm feeling. so ill just list a couple i guess..

Mistletoe- Justin Bieber
Cold December Night- Michael Buble
All I Want for Christmas is You- Mariah Carey

Yea just a few. and those are just the Christmas songs. i could go on forever with just plain old love songs. bah i gotta get my head out of the clouds. Preference is Friday, and hopefully ill remember to let you know how that goes with him. fingers crossed guys!!!

Love them

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxSqeiT4f3c&feature=related
Rest of You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbFDsvfdd68&feature=related
Here I Go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C04p89G02gw&feature=relmfu
Run Away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCACy8zjKHs&feature=related
Happy Never After

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiiOv41fesw&feature=relmfu
Maybe Possibly
(personnaly i prefer the acoustic un etided version...)

Frick My Life....

Two mid terms in a row.... that i managed to let slip my mind until just hours before... GOOD ONE IDIOT!!!!! well one down.... one more to go. good luck? yeah. so ready to leave.
My nieces called me this morning at 6:30 am asking when i was gonna come down there already hahaha i miss them terribly and i am more than ready for this semester to be over..... i have had more than enough of the drama that is my life. boys. school. brothers. home. parents. it just all adds up to a not so perfect picture and i  need a change. asap.
later y'all.

You cant pick your friend's nose.

hola fellow friends and others visitors!! how was your Halloween??? mine was great!! i was a cat! did my makeup and everything. sorta based it on a tutorial on YouTube... but decided to make it a little more simple, cuz I'm not a professional makeup artist by any means and haven't the amount of makeup this guy does. but anyways, the final result was this....

I was sorta impressed i must say

then...

i did this for fun!!!! :)

but anyways!!! back to the meaning and inspiration behind this post!!! so coming up in a little over two weeks is preference. also known as Sadie Hawkins. so anyways, if you followed the link, you'd have figured out the twist. i picked out my date and got cracking on brainstorming ideas... with myself.... and i got somewhere, but then my good friend Katie gave me the idea of doing something with paper mache, so basically i sat there for a little longer and came up with an idea!!!!

k, before you start to judge let me explain here. with more PICTURES!!! :)

Subject A)^

Subject B)^

Subject C)^

k so now some words of wisdom. As you can see i made a paper mache nose and finger. the final product A) had a string attached from the finger to a cardboard circle inside a tube on the inside of one of the nostrils. Inside the tube was a note B) along with a whole bunch of brown green and yellow confetti (boogers...). when he pulled on the finger, out popped the booger confetti and the note that read C). clever huh!!!! i was super happy about it... i got his room mate to hang it up on his wall. this all happened friday of last week, so the fourth. He texted me on the following monday saying "100 points for creativity." SCORE!!!! hah it worked!! and very well might i add. as of yet he has not replied. but that's totally fine, cuz i like to believe that he is thinking of an even cooler way to answer! and the fact that he has waited this long to answer means he is probably not going to say no... and if he does it will suck.. but either way i will blog about it!!!

SOOOOO now that that is over and done with, i have to head off to study for my last chemistry midterm.... poop. oh well, such is life, and the ball keeps on rollin! toodles!!! <3