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Monday, July 30, 2012

good things.

to those of you who are going through a tough time in their life and feel like its impossible for it to get better... EVER. well youre wrong, trust me. things will get better. it will probably take longer than you want it to. but here's the thing. you dont always want what you need. and im a firm believer that the things that happen in your life whether they big big or small, are there for your growth and benefit (or come to think of it, for the growth and benefit of someone else). recently my life has taken a turn for the better. a lot better. and i couldnt be happier that my life has turned out the way it has. its far from over, but its been a wild ride up until here, are right now i say it was all more than worth it, and im excited to keep on makin memories with the people i have come to know and love.
so dont be discouraged if you are in that point in your life where things just plain old suck. trust me ive been there, and it is NOT fun. its not easy to tell yourself it will get better either. so im doing it for you. it will get better. life is good, and you will learn from whatever it is you are facing. so if you believe in yourself (which, by the by, you should) get up, and do something about it.
make sure whatever you do in a day is worth it, because whatever it is, you gave up a day of your life to do it, and no matter how much you pout, thats something you cant get back.
live. love. laugh.
good things will come. :)

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

this stinks. and it could just be the mood swingy girl in me, but this is just one of those moments. let me explain...you see, im not the kind of girl who is good and patient. i suck at waiying.. like SUCK. I have tried so many tines in so many different areas and this is the best ive ever done but its just making me stressed and giving me pimples and i dont know what to do... heres my dillema. little miss impatient here has a crush. a crush on somekne shes only actually seen a few times, and who lives too far away to see him for another month when school starts. now another thing about me is that i make it painfully obvious when i have a crush. and it went the exact same way with this guy except when i flirted i got a positive response. and im not used to that. so when he went back home i decided to try my darndest and stick to not sticking to it. lay low and let him come to me. well im doing pretty good considering my past... but im still the one who is coming off desperate and i hate it. i want to tell him but im afraid that he'll give me the old "just friends is good" and im getting a little upset about it. when i like a guy it normally goes south because i tend to think a lot. and my thoughts run rampid with could be's and what if's when im in this state of mind. i really dont know what to do anymore

Monday, July 23, 2012

oh life.

isn't it ironic that when you want time to pass by fast, it seems to drag on forever.. i mean heck i love summer. but this year things are different and i have reason to look forward to the fall. so dear life, if you could please speed up a little bit so youre moving faster than a tortus at death's door it'd be much appreciated. thanks, sincerely me.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

let yer hair down!!!

Just a shmoo of songs off iTunes for those hot summer days <3


Shake - Jesse Mcartney
Crazy Girl - Eli Young Band
About You Now - Miranda Cosgrove
Good Girl - Carrie Underwood
Baby It's You - Jojo
You Can't Hurry Love - Dixie Chicks
What Did I Do - Nikki
Keep Your Head Up - Andy Grammer
The Fighter - Gym Class Heroes ft. Ryan Tedder
Last Friday Night - Katy Perry
Dance With Me Tonight - Olly Murrs
I'm Not One Of Them - Lauren Alaina
Runaway Baby - Bruno Mars
Good Time - Owl City ft Carly Rae Jepsen
123 - Craig Smart
I'll Be In The Sky - B.O.B
You're My Only Shorty - Demi Lovato
Together - Demi Lovato ft Jason Derulo
Want U Back - Cher Lloyd
Brokenhearted - Karmin
Gone Gone Gone - Robert Plant and Alison Krauss
Domino - Jessie J
Maybe - Plug In Stereo
Hey Sexy Lady - i SQUARE
The Golden age - Asteroids Galaxy
Heart Vacancy - The Wanted
Drive By - Train
Just A Step Away - Carly Rae Jepsen
Dancing Crazy - Miranda Cosgrove
Knee Deep - Zac Brown Band
I Like It Like That - Hot Chelle Rae ft. New Boys
All In My Head - Nick Lachey
I've Tried everything - Olly Murrs
I Miss You - Craig Smart

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

let it go.

don't let the way others treat you get you down.

recently a couple issues have been brought back up to the surface. and its hard. i tend to be the kind of person to cry it off, then bury it and keep pushing until I'm out of breath and need a little help. when i get out of breath those problems that i buried catch up to me and i become one emotional mess. and its not healthy.
there is a difference between letting it go and letting it be. i tend to be the type to let it be.
for some reason i have found that we as a human race tend to harbour up our negative emotions and let them grow in some unknown space inside of us. until one day that space isn't big enough to hold anymore, and you just explode.
don't let that happen. if someone has upset you; tell them. don't be like me and let them walk off not knowing what they actually did. it will do you more harm in the long run that you can imagine at that moment.
a while back i vented in a post about my brother in law, and this is the cause of my glum mood this evening. i was really hurt by him. and i didn't let him know it. i still don't think he knows it. but i don't blame him, i didn't let him see it. i didn't stand up for myself and tell him.
he did the things he did out of love for his family;his wife and children, but in doing so he forgot that i was more than just a guest in his house, and that perfection on my part wasn't realistic to ask for. he forgot that while he was hurting me, he was also hurting his wife, who happens to be my only sister.
both me and my sister are alike in that we are both silent in situations where our feelings are hurt. if I'm going to tell you i was hurt, its going to be very indirect and in some sort of code. which i have come to learn is extremely difficult to understand if you're not me.

so if you're anything like me, please take this piece of advice and don't just let it be... let it go. cry it out. pray about it. talk to your bishop about it. but never hold it in.

i love this song. <3


later days my friends

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Sing

i remember posting about a cover i did a while back. but i sent you the link to my facebook profile.. so now im going to give you the youtube link, along with the link to the cover i did yesterday :) enjoy..? :)






yaaaa..... LATER

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

i put the value in value village.....

so i have wanted to do a post like this for a while. no its not a haul, its a tips and tricks post :) if you know me well enough you know that i LOVE shopping at value village, and most would say i have mastered the art of doing so. its not really all that easy. so i am going to share with you what goes on inside my head as i shop for bargains in vv boutique!! :)
TIP 1)
so first things first, unless you have to, i dont suggest you go in looking for something specific, 9 times outta 10 you wont find it. i go in with an open mind, sort of picturing the items i already have in my closet, and search for items that might pair well with what i have.
TIP 2) leave yourself a good chunk of time in the store if you want to get some good shopping done. i can spend two hours in that store, easy. but thats because i have learnt to be thorough and patient when i shop.
TIP 3)
so then there's exactly that, be thorough and give yourself time to find the good stuff. i have tricks for each item of clothing you shop for, so lets go into detail
3.1 casual tops- when shopping through the knit tees and blouses in your local value village there are two things you need to pay attention to when pulling back EVERY ITEM (yes, trust me if you do it right it really doesnt take that long) you need to pay attention to FABRIC and COLOR. why those two?? well when you are looking at a shirt on the rack, without even touching it yet, you can see the color, and whether or not it has been over worn and washed too many times. while you sift through the clothes you should pay attention to the way the fabric feels between your fingers. chances are if you dont like the way it feels between your fingers, you wont like the way it fits either. another thing i find useful is to pay attention to brand names. some names like gap, xxi, american eagle, you name it, just dont look good on the hanger, so if you love the brand name, try it on anyways, all you have to lose is a few seconds in the change room, and all you have to gain is a cute new top at a GREAT price.
3.2 jeans- ok so when i shop for jeans i always go from the end where i can see the but pocket first, if that makes sense. the but pocket is just about the most important thing you can gather from a hanging pair of jeans. the next important thing is the wash and then the stretchiness. if you have a smaller but, you dont necessarily want bigger pockets, but i do suggest you look for pockets with a bit more glam. if you have a pretty average sized but, youre safe going with pretty much whatever. if you have a larger but like me, try to stay away from pockets with too much glam, it can over emphasize the part of your body that speaks for itself. when looking for wash and stretchiness, its really just preference. i prefer darker washed jeans with just a TAD of stretch. (also word to the wise, DO NOT BUY POCKET-LESS JEANS... unless its for some destiny's child costume, those have absolutely no business being on ANYBODY's bum. no. just no.
3.3 hoodies/sweaters- ok so hoodies are really up to you, but personally i am really picky when it comes to hoodies, cuz if theyre not a good brand i find they twist and wash funny. so if i can, i go with a lulu lemon or american eagle hoodie. they do tend to be more expensive, but like i said this is really just personal, since hoodies are a little looser fitting, the fabric is less important. :)
3.4 shoes- when shopping in a thrift store like this, always shop your size, and a size above or below your size, because often times sizes are very wrong.
3.5 purses..?- hahathis isnt really a section, and its very rare one actually finds a good purse at a second hand store, but remember when looking at clutches or pleather purses, dont be afraid to get crafty. i found this nude clutch once in a thrift store for like a buck and thought "those ugly white stripes can be fixed with some spray paint and painters tape :) so i painted em gold!! and here's what i got :)
yay!!! so i guess now its on to the change room section of the tips. and these apply to all stores... haha
TIP 4) if it doesnt fit over your shoulders or hips, DONT FORCE IT.... you will get stuck..... hah not cool.
TIP 5) if you dont like it in the store, dont buy it, you will regret it. (unless its like one or two bucks and can easily be recycled, then youre safe.
TIP 6) if youre like me and tend to find lower cut pieces at value village, i suggest you bring a neutral under shirt and maybe some leggings or spandex or something for items that are a bit more sheer. and if you have found an item that would look better with a belt, then find a belt similar to one you have at home, or even look for a new belt, there can be some good finds in there!!!

and thats pretty much it for the tips!! hah if i think of something else i will update the post, but for now thats it!!

OOH and here are the nails i told you guys about before, except the reinforcements didnt work very well because the neon is a cheap nail polish and takes forever to dry so it was hard to peel off the sticker. i free handed it and they turned out SO GOOD! see for yourself :)
and yes it is just nail polish, no gel or acrylic :)

and thats it for today :) later guys!!!!

ALWAYS check...

so yesterday i was in town with my good ol pal beanie, and we were on pour way home when we decided to stop at the superstore for some snackies!!! :) they had a really great price for mini sour keys, so i grabbed a bunch and made my way to the scale to figure out the price i would have to may for my noms. yeeeeeaa i cant read the scales idk why i even bothered..... hahaha
so we went off to the cash, me with my large fist sized bag of sour keys and beanie with her small baby sized bag of lollipops. (yes im not exaggerating. i love her.. hahaha) so the cashier we go to looks to be new... (im pretty sure she charged the lady in front of us with beans' stuff..... not cool..) so beans goes to pay and her bag of goodies comes up to a little over twelve bucks.. yikes hah her candy was 98 cents per hundred grams so i was like whatevs my bag with be like five tops.
beans pays and its my turn to get my card out. im chatting with beans and all of a sudden i hear her dictate the price to me..... but i had to have her repeat it.. and then read it several times before i started to freak out. it was TEN DOLLARS!!!! ya fricken right.... A) my candies were 69 cents per hundred grams... B) HER BAG IS THE SIZE OF A SMALL BABY YA DUNCE!!!!! so i figured whatever shes new ill let it slide, i dont wanna cause further embarrassment because i have DEFINITELY been there... hah so as we are walking to the truck my mind is racing and im getting more and more peeved.. then i take a look at beans' receipt and compare them. k her bag weighed in at about 1.2 kg (1200 grams) and MINE weighed in at 1.4 kg.... NO FETCHIN WAY THATS RIGHT!!!!
so i go back in to the customer service desk and the lady weight it again.. k no its not 1.4 grams... its .3!!! A QUARTER of the weight... she must have been leaning on the scale... so the bag of candies came closer to 2.50 at that point... thank goodness.... hah man i am so glad i checked... ALWAYS CHECK.
pfft..